DSP really has done it. A'st1 isn't just underrated now.
They're on the edge of breaking up.
One of my favorite groups in the Kpop realm and one of my most recommended groups to listen to for new fans.
I really adore their voices, their personalities, and their determination.
I guess months without activites to do can do a lot to one's perseverance.
As much as I'd like to deny every disbandment rumors I hear about A'st1, I can't say I didn't see it coming.
I'm just really disappointed in DSP for the lack of promotions and activities towards A'st1.
I hope everyone lives a nice life now.
I do not regret becoming their fan.
In fact, I'm a proud Eunice.
Upset isn't a word to describe what I'm feeling.
I don't even know how to describe it.

Deciding on what to put as my name for my sweater.. I have to decide by tomorrow..
I want to include something that has meaning to me and something that is dear.
It's so hard to chooooooseeee 

 MUKURO GOT RELEASED YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSs
I MISSED HIM SO MUCH LMAO
I LOVE YOU FRAN SO MUCH

SKLR#$&^)@#*($&@()#$*@)%&#*$@#

KHKRAZE, YOU MUST'VE BEEN OMFGING LIKE ME WHEN YOU READ THAT PART RIGHT?!
I'M SCREAMING AND CHEERING XDDD



EKL:RH*($&@#_$&@#*()I@O$KOP^HJ
GET WELL SOON MUKURO-SAMA!!.

CHIKUSA AND KEN MADE AN APPEARANCE TOO!!!!
OMFG FRAN YAY

 I royally screwed my work habits over at home.
I'm cramming every single day due to procrastination.
I freakin' realized it late that I can't continue my habits of 2 years anymore.
My chem grade is going down the drain and the teacher even said she isn't a chem major, wtf?
The 89 in mandarin is only there due to my lack of participation. The book is tough to read -_-..
I can't really get help from my mom anymore cause she works mostly overtime now..
Dad's just busy with family stuff on his side..
PSAT coming up D8
Getting ready to register for ACI..


I'm screwed this year :(
Have to prioritize everything.
I don't know if I can join more clubs or taking driving school soon _ _...

I seriously laugh like that now.
LMAOOO, I read Kuroshitsuji <3

Ugh.. Homework is a drag :/
Junior year is harder than sophmore year lol
I want to k.o. on my bed.

 Trying to cheer up, but I can't seem to feel up..
It's all so weird to me.
I've never felt so much emotions in my entire 16 years of living..
I've never felt so much empathy...
Last time I ever cried so much or felt so devastated was when I lost my grandmothers..

2PM = 7
7 - 1 = 0


I don't really feel like typing so much :/
It really isn't the moment to blog..


I'm just glad he's back home with people that care for him and vice versa.

Jay, we still love you.

I'm dyingggg..... It just really hurts -_-
Taking this quiz sorta cooled my irritation XD





Meet your new boyfriend, Mike.


Maybe you haven't seen him around yet, but this quizzy cutie lives right in your neighborhood. It's so convenient, because it means you don't have to wait for actual dates -- you can hang out anytime, riding bikes, watching TV, or even just playing with his dog in the park. (His dog adores you.) Mike loves spending time outdoors, and on the surface, he's a wholesome-looking dude. But when you're alone together, that innocent look disappears, and he gets a flirty sparkle in his eye. It's like somehow, you bring out his inner hotness. If you two steam up any windows, you only have yourself to blame.


p.s. Aren't his eyes dreamy?

I did NOT expect him to leave us so early.
Although I did not grow up listening to him, or I may have but do not remember.
I guess in a way, I was sort of his fan.
I'm currently crushed by the news and cannot get over it or used to the feeling that he's gone from Earth.
He's a legend, internationally well-known, and if you don't know him, then you've lived under a rock.
This is shocking news to many people and I know there are jackasses that are celebrating this. 
I can't believe they believe those scandals were real, there wasn't even any evidence of it happening.


He lived a well-performed life.
He influenced and still influence many people to dance/sing.
He will always be remembered by everyone.
His music marked the standards in the entertainment world.
He.. is now with my grandmothers.
6/25/09


Today will never be forgotten.

Rest in peace, Micheal Jackson.




To cheer up this gloomy atmosphere, I recently bought an oldschool pokeon game.
Kinda makes me cry since I'm watching a MJ tribute right now ==;
_ _ I heard about his hospitalization when I got home.
Also, I slept at 4 today and didn't feel tired in summer school (I SLEPT FOR 3 HOURS.)
I heard he had an album planned, I would've like to listen to it.


Anywhoo.. I don't think I'll post anything unless I'm up for it.

Ok, I finally got around to posting. SO SORRY, I just started summer school and ended up with homework for the entire chapter. I have a test tomorrow hahah. I've been addicted to many bands as of lately. I got into 2pm about.. a few months ago but I knew about them before debut 8D


OKOKOK.. enough fangirling, :( I'm sorry for the short short post. I really need to focus on my homework D8 OR I WILL NOT FINISH HAHAH.
There wasn't any cute guys to look at :/...




OFF TO TACKLE MY PILE OF HOMEWORK (after first day Dx)

BUT I KNOW I'M REALLY NOT.


GENERAL
001) How did you discover JRock? HMM.. Anime
002) When did you discover JRock? 2003/2004
003) So how long have you been a fan then? About.. 5 years
004) Are you a fan of Visual Kei? :3
005) Are you a fan of JPop? Hahaha yes
006) Are you a fan of fanservice? Mostly :X

FIRSTS
007) First solo artist you heard? Miyavi
008) First band/group you heard? Diru ;D
009) First JRock crush? First REAL Jrock crush? Hm.. I'd say it'd beeee... Kaoru :3
010) First JRocker to scare you? Mana xDD
011) First JRocker you mistook for a woman? Mana
012) First yaoi pairing you saw? Miyavi and probably Daigo
013) First yaoi pairing you became a fan of? None really D:
014) First Asian Kung-Fu Generation song? Some Naruto song LOL
015) First B'z song?  That one song they  had for Tokimeki
016) First baroque song? iWhozzat?
017) First BLOOD song? I forgot
018) First Buck-Tick song? I  forgot
019) First deadman song? None
020) First D'espairsRay song? Squall
021) First Dir en grey song? Would have to be Obscure
022) First Dué le Quartz song? It was this mv I had of them DD8
023) First Duel Jewel song? I don't remember
024) First Gackt song? Redemption
025) First Gazette song? Cassis
026) First GLAY song? Scream
027) First hide song? Uh.. 
028) First Hyde song? It's an L'Arc En Ciel song
029) First Iceman song? OMFGGG I MISS ICEMAN!! It's uh... one of the songs Ryuichi sings in Gravitation
030) First J song? Who?
031) First Janne da Arc song? Who?
032) First Kagerou song? Who?
033) First Kagrra, song? Forgot
034) First L'Arc~en~Ciel song? FMA OP
035) First La'Cryma Christi song? N/A
036) First Lareine song? N/A
037) First Luna Sea song?  I forgot
038) First Malice Mizer song? N/A
039) First Merry song? Gekisei
040) First Miyavi song? JIbun Kakumei
041) First Moi dix Mois song? N/A
042) First MUCC song? It's in KANJI D<
043) First Nightmare song? THE WORLD
044) First PENICILLIN song? I forgotttt... it was pretty good too..
045) First PIERROT song? Forgot.. TT..
046) First Plastic Tree song? Alone again
047) First Psycho le Cemu song? I don't remember
048) First Raphael song? ???
049) First SADS song? I forgotttt
050) First Schwarz Stein song? N/A
051) First SHAZNA song? N/A
052) First Shiina Ringo song? N/A
053) First Siam Shade song? N/A
054) First Sugizo song? N/A
055) First Tetsu69 song? N/A
056) First TRANSTIC NERVE song?N/A
057) First X Japan song? FORGOT

FAVORITES
058) Favorite band? Sadie/Plastic Tree
059) Favorite band musically? Plastic Tree
060) Favorite band physically? Sadie
061) Favorite Indies band? ViVID
062) Favorite JRocker?  Aoi, Koki
063) Favorite vocalist? Mao (Sadie), Ruki
064) Favorite guitarist? Takuya, Yumehito, Tsurugi 
065) Favorite bassist? Reita~~, Intetsu, Aki!!
066) Favorite drummer? Ryo (DEFINITELY!!), Nao ;D
067) Favorite pianist/keyboardist? Yuuki
068) Favorite song?  Obscure
069) Favorite PV? SCREW - Kairos (ROFL LAMBOGHINI)
070) Favorite Live? PSC 2005
071) Favorite clip (behind the scenes, candid, etc)?  MY BABEEEHH~
072) Favorite Gackt commercial? The one with the candy... where he has to find his phone :o
073) Favorite couple? none

WHICH ONE?
074) Skirt or pants? Uhh..
075) Mana or Izam? N/A
076) Kyo or Tatsurou? Kyo
077) Gackt or Miyavi?  omg, LOL Miyavi
078) Taiji or Heath? o_O Heath
079) J or Sugizo?  N/A
080) Yoshiki: Long hair or short? Short, lyk srsly
081) Ken: Facial hair or none?  NONE
082) Aya: Boy or girl?  Who?
083) Kirito: Gay or Straight?  OMG TELL ME HE'S STRAIGHT PLOX. PERRIOT VOCALIST IS SUPER HOT D:
084) Daisuke: Make-up or none? Lol... make up
085) hide: Dead or alive? Alive T^T
086) Gackt x Hyde or Hyde x Gackt?  LOL WTF ITS THE SAME THING

WHICH JROCKER IS MOST...
087) Adorable?  Bou def.
088) Annoying?  ..o_o
089) Attractive?  Saga
090) Bishi? Aoi ;DD
091) Childish?  Nao
092) Cute?  Satoshi
093) Disturbing? Pata lol
094) Dorky?  A lot of J Rockers :o
095) Edible?  DDD8
096) Feminine?  Def. Hizaki
097) Frightening? LOL
098) Gay? XDD
099) Masculine?  YUKI
100) Otaku?  Kanon X_X
101) Reserved? Mana~~
102) Sex-able? LOLOL... ARE YOU SERIOUS?! Kaoru/Die/Tocchi~
103) Talented?  Plentyy :o
104) Jealous?  ohmyyy~~

ASSOCIATED WORD WITH JROCKER
105) Abs: Kyoharu
106) Alcohol: :oo... I can't think of anyone
107) Alien: Aggy xDD
108) Ass: JKSRHGR#^()$#&*() THIS ONE GUY ON BISHIE_COMM.
109) Bondage: XDD
110) Chicken:  IOY&*(^&(*
111) Dictator:  LOLOL
112) Engrish:  RUKI
113) Food: NAO
114) Goth:  WTF
115) Hentai: KARYU
116) Hump:  Aoi XDD
117) Kimono: KAGRRA
118) Kinky: Def. Uruha
119) Leather:  Gackt
120) Moon:  idk
121) Piercing: Hitsugi, Aki :o
122) Platforms: xDDD
123) Sex: Mao.. <_< THOSE AH~AN BOOKS DO NO JUSTICE TO HIM
124) Smoking:  All of them xD
125) Vanilla: Gackt~
126) Visual: Jun

PLACE A JROCKER
127) America: Shuu
128) China: Gackt xDD 
129) France: Kamijo
130) Hawaii: ...D: MIYAVI
131) Hospital: Kyo
132) Japan: ALL OF THEM
133) Los Angeles: Yoshiki
134) Mars: Aggy x_x
135) McDonald's: Nao X_X
136) Merry-go-Round: Wataru
137) Movie Theater:  LOL..
138) Okinawa:  Aki DD8
139) Pet Store:  Satoshi~~
140) Pharmacy:  Reita's painkillers :x
141) Supermarket:  I DONT KNOW
142) Sushi Bar: dklsarjew8y(&897dr
143) The North Pole: LOL

JROCKER MOST LIKELY...
144) To get the stuffing beat out of them? I dunno~
145) To get kidnapped?  It'd be  Sujk :DDD
146) To have kids?  :o TOORU
147) To eat kids? Kyo __ __
148) An actual woman? Mana
149) An evil spy?  LOL
150) A government agent? Uruha 
151) An alien?  UHHH..
152) American?  Gackt o-o
153) To rule Japan? Ruki
154) To rule the world? XDD
155) To go bald? I don't liek Pata
156) To get braces? Jun :o
157) To go into retirement first?KISAKI RETIRED D:

Can't really go to China right now... it's a MAYBE. Some misfortunes has come to my family anddd... it's not so good :0
Mom's job isn't so safe right now. PLUS, if we could, and if I had to go to FULL summer school.. We'd be allowed to go for two weeks xD;

Cause August 20somthing, I have to go to priority processing and crap. Summer school would end on 7/31 if I went for both semesters. 
SO! I'd be working my ass off with APUSH summer homework and math homework. PLUS the books I'd get for the summer. Learning korean and japanese D8



WOOT~ WOOT~!!!




Tis been a boring start... Hopefully I can go to the mall sooooon... I've got discounts from Pacsun and AE to use xDD
I love being members :P Hollister and Abercrombie are some expensive crap to buy o___o
People at my school gotta be rich or something --.. seriously.. $20+ for one Hollister shirt? That's fucken expensive..


I'd do my spring break homework and all but.. my parents are playing some card game with my aunt and uncle at the dining table... <___<




I wanna find some star paper and work on something  :)



EDIT-

I wanted to add this :D

omg, Giru are such dorks XD..
I only recognize Ryo :x and maybeeee... Shuu

THAT'S RIGHT!~ It's spring break. ANNNDD.. my brother just declared himself a 'jackass because he wanted a toothpick' all because I called him a jackass D8



....that major... dorkdweeb

You know how Kuroshitsuji had their update last weekend?...

I forgot to mention how pedophile-ish it sounded like to me...



( :O PEDO ALERT )

LOLOL. wtf, another marriage DDD8 HIRO GOT MARRIEDDD... and confirmed it now.. just not in front of the press xD


I'm gonna go shopping~ for clothesss....

$20 jeans that were $50 D8
AMERICAN EAGLE JEANS!!!
Screw hollister and abercrombie. XDD That shit is expensive.. .___.

Shamelessly advertising my favorite boyband :/
I'm such an asian lol.. but yeah, they're singing the opening for One Piece..


MY FRIEND'S MOVING TWO DAYS AFTER SPRING IS OVERR...



I just noticed I'm having a benchmark that day too +____+

ELAINE TAKE SOME PICTURES OF YOUR NEW PLACE

It's truly my most stressful week. 5 math homework assignments dwindled down to 2! -with daily homework.
Had a math quiz and failed but did pretty well since I was behind on homework.. QUIZ was on Wednesday

History test on Thursday, made project model that very night and it was due friday.
Two benchmarks for friday in two different subjects.
Found out Miyavi got married last year.. from a different source.
I felt dissappointed in him for some reason.. he's at the height of career too D8
But I'm happy for him. I got my cheering up from Jin of Kat-tun and many of my friends online :)

LOVEYOUALL!!

Plus saturday, visited my grandmother at Rose Hill.. perfect weather for a visit to her grave.. I miss her.. I'm sorry for not visiting for 6 years..
Today I need to get up early and go visit my other grandmother.. I miss her a lot.. she's the one I've been close to.. The one that raised me since I was born..

She'll live on in my memories.. <3 I'll treasure that pillow she made for me.. even though it's smaller now since I grew...
Hahaha.. I'm crying as I type..
I don't normally cry :l I just.. don't.. but I am a girl as well x)

Now, my friend has some drama at work.. some crazy coworker issues.. I'm praying for her safety >_____<
Even though I'm agnostic.. leaning towards Buddhism/Christianity...

One more day of work for her now.. then back to school..

I gtg. It's 12 in the morning, mom's gonna freak. 

HAHAHA OMG. Besides the fact that I've been sick for the past week.
I finally read a overview of the 5 minute episode of Hetalia Axis..



I THINK MY GEOGRAPHY SKILLS WENT UP?!
LOLGREECE-CHAN SLEEPS 8DD
I can understand that, Greece is near or never mentioned on the news unless it's a big issue occuring =w=..



LOLOLOL. wait.. where's south korea?IT'S NICE TO KNOW THAT CHINA HAS A CHEF AS THE CHARACTER REP XDD;;

I've been wheezing, coughing, shivering, and sneezing since SUNDAY night. -___-


THAT'S RIGHT, SUNDAY NIGHT. I even missed school on wednesday just for the heck of it.
Besides the fact that my fever probably went up 2 degrees after tuesday's session with school xDD;; 


My sore throat is irritating me -_-
The weather isn't helping.. 
I get dehydrated too much :(..




I'll type more tomorrow

 I needed something weird to post again ;DD




Guess what?




It's hailing in East LA~ YEH BOYYYYYY~~


LIke seriously hailing!~ Small pieces though.
If it's hailing.. WHERE'S MY SNOW D<
I WANT A SNOW DAY!!!


THAT IS ALL!

I couldn't think of any other title....s.... XDD I was also looking over japanese emoticons too.. WHEE~~~

KHKRAZE, I SEE YOUR COMMENT THING EMAIL POPUP ON MY MSN MESSENGER NOTIFICATION THING. :D
So.. here's a summary of my past week:

Monday; Nearly passed out in third...period. It was math okay?! I got only 4 hours of sleep =___= 

Tuesday: " "

Wednesday: " "

Thursday: Nothing really happened... I only took a math test which I knew most of the stuff but most likely would fail xDDD My teacher in history keeps an insult war between him and some other classmates lol. It's so hilarious.

Friday: Afterschool, I went to my aunt's car to get a ride. We ended up getting sandwichs from a Vietnamese resturants since my cousin wanted to eat food.. was suppose to be McDonald's xDDD





I HAVE LIKE... so many albums/singles to download =___+ ESPECIALLY AYABIE'S DISCOGRAPHY!! XDD
Ugh.. Se7en, when are you ever going to release that American album you talk about so much? I'm addicted to Far*East Movement :o




PLUS, it's the weekend before finals... jammed with so much studying to do..



I'm done D: